Monday, August 8, 2011

pecahkan saja gelasnya...

i dunno where to start from.
sebenarnya hatiku berada dlm kondisi yg tidak layak untuk menulis.
aku hanya ingin bertanya dimana malaikatku??
ketika semua ini terjadi, dimana peganganku??
aku tertekan saat ini.
aku merasakan sebuah hal yg paling aku tidak mau dalam hidupku.
semuanya sudah berjalan 3 tahun, 3 tahun man...saia menati perkataan cinta.
sore itu semua terjadi di depan Tuhan, Tuhan ngeliat saia ga saat ini??
I need Your Gabrielle Angel.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
where do You take me, God?
gue cuma bisa bilang whatever deh...
krn gue dah ga tahu harus berkata apa ttg hal ini.
i'll be silent on this.
i close my heart now.
it damage oh God...so fragile...and now its broken into pieces,.,i dunno...if only i can put it all together again and then someone break it again...
i really trust them...with honesty...a pure heart that You have been teaching me.
but stil a fool i am.
how do i tell my mother??
it will break her heart again...
so what can i do God..???
what will i take??
where do i go to get rid of myself?
its always been her in my head,my heart, my way...
Bundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....i can't hide this from you.
i'm waitin..
sabar itu ga ada batasnya.

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